kadang2 tu,..kta trpksa tggalkn idop yg kta syg demi utk org trsayang,..

nk decide antra tros stay at uitm dungun or wat fast-track(ke degree) kt uitm shah alam mmg ssah,..Ya Allah bri kn ku ptunjuk

one day, kte bgun pg n trpkir prkara yg kte mlas nk fkir sblom ni,..iai2 nk ke degree tros sem dpan ke nk amek diploma smpai abes,..n kte pkir ttg kebaikan die je,..yg mna sblom ni kte ase amek degree sem dpn akn ade byk kburukan,..

ntah r,..advantages nye>>>>
byak msa save,..
dkat ngn fmili,..
n sumting yg wat kte mmg nk g dr uitm dungun,..

but then,..kte g toilet sbb nk melepas but tgk kt shower ade ili ngn erny mndi.,..i can recognize deir towels,...membe en,..tba2 ase syg nk tggal en membe at uitm dungun,..they r so much damn amazing frenz,..dlm msa melepas kn hajat 2,..x abes2 air mta kte tron,..syg nye nk tggl membe at uitm dungun,..

adda, hany, wany, nadeya, zai, ili, erny, fatin, fiza, nani, wawa, ain, hana, aman, adeq, n membe klas yg laen,..
sma gak ngn nana, trah, teha, mizah,..ssah nye ble xde korg at uitm shah alam t,..

Ya Allah,..bri kn aku plihan yg bjak,..

tp ari 2 yan smbg ngn umi,.
umi; ble yan abes diploma
yan; setaun stgah ag, tp 1 sem tu praktikal je
umi; praktikal t plih tmpat yg dkat2 ea,sng blek umah jmpa ngn umi
yan; oke(dlm aty dh mnagis)

mmg dok shah alam jauh ag dkat ngn umah at perak

n kta nekad nk apply, but ble kta bkak student portl nk apply, due date dh lpas,.. so kta bia kn je la,..mgkin Tuhan ptunjuk mmg yan ptot tros at dungun, but ble kte gtaw at umi,..x sgka umi ase trkilan sbb yan x apply n x brtndak awl,..so umi sroh tnya at lectrr,..
tnya at mdm Sue,.mdm kta tnya at HEA,.

n b4 kta jmpa HEA, kte niat dlm aty
kalo mmg yan kna g shah alam, Tuhan akn bri kn jlan mdah tok apply fast track ni tp kalo ssah, byak hal laen kna rayu n mohon, yan nekad juz let it go,..troskn at dungun,.

tp kuasa Tuhan sape thu, ari ahd g HEA jmpa puan Syarulnizar,..
dia kta "x bca notis ke, esk apply tok fast track bkak blek, jgn rsau"

dlm aty x thu ape persaan nya,..nk tgglkn membe yg mmg yan mmg syg n nk tros brjauh dgn fmili yg yan cnta,..

n ni ptunjuk Tuhan,..so 18 hb 10 dh, yan tros dftar tok fast track dgn rela aty

sblom ni bgthu at
nadeya n wani
diorg kta ' ikot yan la, dis 4 ur future, xkan kmi nk hlg, yan jgn la cedey plak, bgos gak wat fast track'
wawa ckap
"bkn yan ckap mcm ni ke 'jgn repet ape2 paper taw, yan nk
graduate ngn korg sume, sma2', tp skrg yan nk wat fast track plak, smpai aty yan"
ili ckap
"yan xyah r g, kn sem ni sume gurlz klas kte rpat2, x bez r kalo sorg xde,..jgn la yan,..xyah r,..t kna cri kwn bru"
hany ckap
"ala yan, xyah r wat fast track, x bez r g2, cape yg hany nk mlukan nnti, kalo yan apply msti yan dpt nyer, xyah la apply"
kak zai ckap
"xyah la yan. dok at cni je la, abes kn diploma, bole dpt dua sjil, diploma n degree. t zai nk tiru cape final t kalo yan xde,..hehe"

seriusly, at uitm dungun, its de 1st time yan ase yan sronok dlm prshabtan, stat sem 1, smpai sem 3 ni,..bkan yg x ska membe2 yan sblom ni, tp x sume yg jjur dlm frenship, juz sorg dua je yg btol2 kwn ngn yan sbb ape adenya yan,..
tp at uitm dungun, yan ase sume nye bez n ones nk kwn ngn yan, yan x thu la aty diorg cm mna, tp yan x prnah ragu2 dgn prshbatn diorg.
tp yan eppy gak sbb bule plg ke umah slalu, arap2 yan dpt membe at tmpat bru, mmbe yg hebat n lovely mcm mmbe yan skrg ni

dlm keadaan yan eppy dlm prshbatn, yan trpksa pegi, juz tggal lbey krg sbulan je yan akn at dungun n nk brmsra ngn diorg. enjoy urself,..

frenship 4eva,..

ntah2 x jd wat degree sem dpan,..hehehe
juz tawakal n reda ngn ape yg Allah tntukan nnti

kalo jd, yan x penah lpakan membe2 yg cntiasa wat yan eppy n korg cntiasa ade dlm doa yan
kalo x jd, yan x penah lpa nk mentionkn fmili yan dlm doa yan, n yan akn cntiasa call umi, ayah n yg laen, bkn tok mintk duet je, tp utk lpaskn rndu yan at sume

doa, tawakal, redha