kadang2 tu,..kta trpksa tggalkn idop yg kta syg demi utk org trsayang,..

nk decide antra tros stay at uitm dungun or wat fast-track(ke degree) kt uitm shah alam mmg ssah,..Ya Allah bri kn ku ptunjuk

one day, kte bgun pg n trpkir prkara yg kte mlas nk fkir sblom ni,..iai2 nk ke degree tros sem dpan ke nk amek diploma smpai abes,..n kte pkir ttg kebaikan die je,..yg mna sblom ni kte ase amek degree sem dpn akn ade byk kburukan,..

ntah r,..advantages nye>>>>
byak msa save,..
dkat ngn fmili,..
n sumting yg wat kte mmg nk g dr uitm dungun,..

but then,..kte g toilet sbb nk melepas but tgk kt shower ade ili ngn erny mndi.,..i can recognize deir towels,...membe en,..tba2 ase syg nk tggal en membe at uitm dungun,..they r so much damn amazing frenz,..dlm msa melepas kn hajat 2,..x abes2 air mta kte tron,..syg nye nk tggl membe at uitm dungun,..

adda, hany, wany, nadeya, zai, ili, erny, fatin, fiza, nani, wawa, ain, hana, aman, adeq, n membe klas yg laen,..
sma gak ngn nana, trah, teha, mizah,..ssah nye ble xde korg at uitm shah alam t,..

Ya Allah,..bri kn aku plihan yg bjak,..

tp ari 2 yan smbg ngn umi,.
umi; ble yan abes diploma
yan; setaun stgah ag, tp 1 sem tu praktikal je
umi; praktikal t plih tmpat yg dkat2 ea,sng blek umah jmpa ngn umi
yan; oke(dlm aty dh mnagis)

mmg dok shah alam jauh ag dkat ngn umah at perak

n kta nekad nk apply, but ble kta bkak student portl nk apply, due date dh lpas,.. so kta bia kn je la,..mgkin Tuhan ptunjuk mmg yan ptot tros at dungun, but ble kte gtaw at umi,..x sgka umi ase trkilan sbb yan x apply n x brtndak awl,..so umi sroh tnya at lectrr,..
tnya at mdm Sue,.mdm kta tnya at HEA,.

n b4 kta jmpa HEA, kte niat dlm aty
kalo mmg yan kna g shah alam, Tuhan akn bri kn jlan mdah tok apply fast track ni tp kalo ssah, byak hal laen kna rayu n mohon, yan nekad juz let it go,..troskn at dungun,.

tp kuasa Tuhan sape thu, ari ahd g HEA jmpa puan Syarulnizar,..
dia kta "x bca notis ke, esk apply tok fast track bkak blek, jgn rsau"

dlm aty x thu ape persaan nya,..nk tgglkn membe yg mmg yan mmg syg n nk tros brjauh dgn fmili yg yan cnta,..

n ni ptunjuk Tuhan,..so 18 hb 10 dh, yan tros dftar tok fast track dgn rela aty

sblom ni bgthu at
nadeya n wani
diorg kta ' ikot yan la, dis 4 ur future, xkan kmi nk hlg, yan jgn la cedey plak, bgos gak wat fast track'
wawa ckap
"bkn yan ckap mcm ni ke 'jgn repet ape2 paper taw, yan nk
graduate ngn korg sume, sma2', tp skrg yan nk wat fast track plak, smpai aty yan"
ili ckap
"yan xyah r g, kn sem ni sume gurlz klas kte rpat2, x bez r kalo sorg xde,..jgn la yan,..xyah r,..t kna cri kwn bru"
hany ckap
"ala yan, xyah r wat fast track, x bez r g2, cape yg hany nk mlukan nnti, kalo yan apply msti yan dpt nyer, xyah la apply"
kak zai ckap
"xyah la yan. dok at cni je la, abes kn diploma, bole dpt dua sjil, diploma n degree. t zai nk tiru cape final t kalo yan xde,..hehe"

seriusly, at uitm dungun, its de 1st time yan ase yan sronok dlm prshabtan, stat sem 1, smpai sem 3 ni,..bkan yg x ska membe2 yan sblom ni, tp x sume yg jjur dlm frenship, juz sorg dua je yg btol2 kwn ngn yan sbb ape adenya yan,..
tp at uitm dungun, yan ase sume nye bez n ones nk kwn ngn yan, yan x thu la aty diorg cm mna, tp yan x prnah ragu2 dgn prshbatn diorg.
tp yan eppy gak sbb bule plg ke umah slalu, arap2 yan dpt membe at tmpat bru, mmbe yg hebat n lovely mcm mmbe yan skrg ni

dlm keadaan yan eppy dlm prshbatn, yan trpksa pegi, juz tggal lbey krg sbulan je yan akn at dungun n nk brmsra ngn diorg. enjoy urself,..

frenship 4eva,..

ntah2 x jd wat degree sem dpan,..hehehe
juz tawakal n reda ngn ape yg Allah tntukan nnti

kalo jd, yan x penah lpakan membe2 yg cntiasa wat yan eppy n korg cntiasa ade dlm doa yan
kalo x jd, yan x penah lpa nk mentionkn fmili yan dlm doa yan, n yan akn cntiasa call umi, ayah n yg laen, bkn tok mintk duet je, tp utk lpaskn rndu yan at sume

doa, tawakal, redha

im not missing you

now here i go, hurt again, cause of my curiosity.
now that its over, what else could it be, he just had to cheat
i made a promise never to settle, why didnt i keep it?
cause i hated the heartbreak, crying and cheating, the fooling around
but im not missing you
im not going through the motion, waiting and hoping you call me
im not missing you
you might have had me open, but i must be going because
i got life to do
i know im usually hanging on, i used to hate to see you gone
but this time its different
i dont even feel the distance
im not missing, im not missing you

its a shame in a way
cos i feel that i may not
ever fine the right one for me
did i leave him this year
i didnt find a face oh
will my true love ever be
how could i go on a search again
when i know what the end will be
what good is love when it keeps on hurting me

but im not missing you
im not going through the motion, waiting and hoping you call me
im not missing you
you might have had me open, but i must be going because
i got life to do
i know im usually hanging on, i used to hate to see you gone
but this time its different
i dont even feel the distance
im not missing, im not missing you

pasal ape tlis bnde mrapu cm ni,..??
kte pon x thu sbb ape,..
sbb sdap plak ase lrik iye,..
btw,..im not missing u,..hahahahaha

LUV UR LIFE

mmg btol,...idop nie x sprti yg kte jgkakn,..kte tgk simple je, tp sbnrnya x lgsung. argh,..dh 3 sem dh brmaustatin sbg pljar uitm dungun yg brwawasaan,..brwwsan kew???bole laa,... mkin lma dok cni,mkin byak bnda yg tmbul,..2 la khidupan.,,

tp igt membe lma psan,..kalo Allah bg dugaan 2, bkan utk mnyushkan, tp ade hkmah sumenye, n Allah xkan bg dugaan n cbran 2 pd org yg x mmpu mnanganinya,.. sdap nye aty dgr ayt ni,...tnang jiwa n raga,...

so izyan,...keep it up,...love ur life(monolog,..hehe) jgn sia2 kn idop ni,....

NEW SEMESTER,..NEW TARGET,..NEW GOAL

waniey,adda,sya(yan),ekin,ili
pg jumaat, kmi bgn awl

ili,yan,ekin,waniey,adda
thanx adeq comey sbb snap pic tuk kteorg

adda,ekin,yan
dlm ujan mncri kwan yg ilang ntah ke mna

start,...

sume nye bru,...so sem nie,...sya dn bbrape kwan yg laen mncba utk mnrunkan brat bdan utk mrealisasikn khidupn yg sihat slmanya,..nape ase mcm skema je ayt,..

so,..every past time kteorg, geng desperate nk lose weigth,...akn brtkar mmkai sport outfit 2 jog around our hostel,...

slaen jog,..kmi jga brbasikal,..rent bsikal kt hotel,..rm5 sejam,..hehe mcm plncong asing plak ase,...hehe brtuah u ade hotel cndri,..

yeah,..wat msa ni,..nadiya dpt trun 6 kg in 2 weeks, kte dpt trun 4 kg,..hehe,..n yg laen ade trun gak wlaupon x sbyak nadiya,...

tp kblkgan ni byak pnyakit dtg,..so ase mcm dh naek blik brat bdn,..sbb ble skit x lrat nk g br execise,..cedeyh,...

tp kmi cntiasa mmbri drongn yg baek ssma kteorg,... spya kmi sume dpt mke our dreams come true,..

insyaAllah usaha kte, adda, waniey, nadiya n ili akn dbrkati dn ade hsil yg baek,..

hahahahahahahahaha

nk trun lg 4 kg

ade org bole tlg x

please

FIRST PRIZE BELONGS TO,......

antara PUTERI NORSUHAIDA, ZAM KHAIRUN IZYAN, ZAINIRAH
siapa yang akan dapat pakej percutian first-class,....

hari ini antara hari yang special dlm hidup aku, aku, zai n adda dh plan utk our future. Ala bukan nye ape sgt, cuma bg life kteorg lbih brmakna n nk pstikn our frenship will last forever.Sedih la plak. Btw, luv u girlz.

Hari ni, 24 Mac 2010, kami dh buat JANJI. JANJI yg mane kami ber3 mesti tunaikan. JANJI yg mane kmi pasti akn bjumpa lg 1 hri nant. dh la buat Janji ni dlm library. Nasib baek la org library mlm ni mlas cket, curi tulang, diorg mlas nk ronda2 mcm slalu, dh lar 'bising bango' (bk kta adda) wak2 nk bncg JANJI 2, tp sblom siren berbunyi, kteorg dh pon settle kn isi kndungan JANJI ini.

JANJInya, teng,..teng,..teng,...siapa yg dpt brtmu jodoh plg awl mksdnya kahwin dlu la kan, beliau akan dberi GRAND PRIZE drpd 2 org ag yg x khwin lg. Lawak plak asenye, tp mmg bez bla ngn kawan2 ckp psal future kte yg blom tntu ag hala tujunye.

Hadiah pertama; pakej percutian lengkap kelas pertama ke destinasi pilihan di Malaysia.
X bole jauh sgt, tgk t adda kawin lpas dip, brat la kte ngn zai kna cakau duit dr ner nk bg kt adda.
aku plih Sabah jew, adda pon sma, zai,: langkawi suda!!!

Second Prize; pakej percutian ke Genting Highland
yg ni kteorg decide sma2, sape yg kawin tgh2, dpt lar g Genting Highlnd ngn ,.........

Third Prize; yg ni akn dberithu kemudian, ble dh thu sape di rnking yg ke 3,.

PESANAN TOK YG TRLIBAT 4 THIS COMPROMISE

ADDA, sya doakan awk akn dpt jodoh yg baek, jgn tgk rupa je awk ea, kalo mka encem tp hati ancur baek x yah awk, t idop kwn sya yg sorg ni yg merana. Kalo awk tgk luarn jew, sya ase awk msti di rnking yg no 1 dr bwh. gurau suda

ZAI, pon sma ye pok, x sgka sem ni rpat ngn pok, ye la, igtkn org senior cket mcm pok ni xnk bgaul dgn org x matured mcm kte ni. But, nice 2 meet you. Bez kot dpt kwn mcm zai.

CIKIN, walaupon awk ni saksi jew, tp sya ttp bg pesan kt awk ni, AWAK, nape nk pndh gak, bru je sya nk rapat2 ngn awk, tba2 nk pndh. t msti awk x dpt jmpa kwn mcm sya, hehe yg baek hati, budi pekerti tggi, sopan sntun, bak kata org mcm perempuan mlayu terakhir lar. T bla awk pndh t, bru lar awk mghargai kewujudn sya. :( Keep my secrets properly, k. I trust u. 1 ag, t sya nk pnjam brodband sape lar kalo awk xde,..hehe tok update dis blog. hehe

last but not least, kta sume akan tgk sape yg akan dpat GRAND PRIZE

from: izyann sweet 10